Hellooooo 2012!

I can’t believe another year has come and gone! I’m so ready for 2012! I’m not in school any more, I can soon start to look for something in my career field. I’m going into 2012 in a relationship with someone I’m completely crazy about and can’t wait for him to be home! I feel so fortunate because I’m happy with every aspect of my life. I’m getting along with everyone in my family, I love my friends and I’m so in love with my boyfriend. I don’t remember a time where all of these aspects in my life we’re good at the same time. I’m so grateful for each and everyone of them and hope it continues throughout 2012 and many more years to come (Preferably forever and ever)! 

Every year, it’s the same thing but they say when you write down your goals, you’re more likely to achieve them! So here we go again…

In 2012 I want to:

• Lose 10lbs.
• Pay off at least one credit card. 
• Learn to cook filipino food <—that one was kinda forced lol! 
• Save money!!! 
• Not to sweat the small stuff
• To complain less

We’ll see how these go. I may do this every year, and I may not completely succeed at them, but I feel like every year as I grow up, I do a leeetle better at each and everyone of them. 

I got this from facebook but here are my big memories from 2011: 

Month by Month share your memories of 2011:

So 2012, I’m ready for ya ;) HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! 

 

Sometimes when I’m feeling down and missing Julio, I just look at our friendship page on Facebook with all our pictures and past comments. I don’t think I’ve ever been as crazy for someone like I am for him. Only 2 more months! I’m constantly thinking of the day I get to pick him up from the airport and how happy I’m going to be. I feel like I’m not looking forward to anything until he gets home. As much as I love the holidays for the time I get to spend with my family, I was really hoping he would be apart of it :( Can’t wait till he’s home! 

Hate is such a strong word.

But I really hate this apartment. The walls are so thin, I can hear my neighbor cough, snore and their phone vibrate. This is not an exaggeration, I’m so serious! Love living with Maria I just can’t stand the location of this place, how everything seems to be falling apart and how people around here give me the creeps. Trying to stay positive, but just had to get that off my chest. Lesson learned, when you have a bad feeling about a place, don’t compromise for a walk-in closet, so not worth it. 

On a happier note, I had a better day today. Started off with getting a 100% on a stats test (thanks a group of people who decided to take it together or otherwise, I would probably fail that class!) then I found out that I’m basically done with my other statistics class and in my psychology class I don’t have to write a paper. All that makes me feel a lot better about getting a 3rd job because I won’t have those added stresses. I can’t believe school is almost done for me! I am so excited and I am never going back!!! I went to my vendor job for a little bit where I wasn’t productive at all, but at least I knocked out an hour and a half. I also went to the gym for an hour by myself (the worse!) and I’m halfway finished with my new book Heaven Is For Real! Such a good book! I’m going to do my project on it so I need to have it done by next week, which I’m sure won’t be a problem. 

Hopefully tomorrow will be another good day, because I’m having these crazy up and down emotions and it’s just not cute. 

Did I really just do that?

I just applied for a 3rd job. Oh lordy!  I really didn’t want to but with the holidays coming up, I know I’m going to need the extra money. On top of that, I want to get a new car next year and moving out again usually gets pricey. Trying to be a little more responsible but it can be challenging. Today an elder told me that college students are in so much debt because they try to live this lifestyle to impress their friends but are just living a lie because they can’t afford to do all of it, like getting mani/pedis, getting their hair cut, going out etc. I don’t know if she was trying to insinuate that that was me but I was quick to inform her that I haven’t gotten a mani/pedi in FOREVER and as embarrassing as it is to admit, don’t even remember the last time I cut my hair-& it’s way overdue! And the most important thing, I’m definitely not trying to impress any of my friends, you shouldn’t have to impress your friends, or more than likely they aren’t your true friends.  Yeah, I do go out but not as much as I use to, and my shopping habits have really decreased. If anything, I’ve never been such a homebody. I feel like I’m always home, and I’m not really complaining, I like just laying around watching Netflix and even bought a new book to pass the time, also sometimes if I’m lucky (nowadays) I’ll catch Julio online. Plus I’m always tired, not having a day off is exhausting. I do feel like I’m going to be overwhelmed and at times stressedbut it is something I have to do and I have to remind myself that it’s only for another month. Then it’s graduation time! I’ll be school free and I’ll be able to apply for another job, or at least work more consistent hours! It’s going to be stressful month, that’s for sure :/ Hopefully it goes fast! 

I’m in a mini funk.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My room is a disaster, I fell asleep in class today and have mentally checked out of school all together. All I want to do is stay home till Julio gets home. I am excited to graduate so I can find a REAL job where it’s okay to wear stir-ups and a jean vest :P 

I Should’ve Kissed You…

I keep listening to this song cause it seriously reminds me of Julio. When we first started hanging out I was so confused cause I had the biggest crush on him but I had no idea how he felt about me.  We were hanging out quiet a bit and at one point really thought he was just trying to be my friend cause he would not kiss me! I remember being super frustrated, but now I look back and just laugh. As corny as it sounds, when I think about our first kiss, it still makes me smile. 

Freakn’ Frustrated.

All I know to do when I’m frustrated is cry my eyes out. I hate that, I really need to find something more productive and less weak. I can’t stand this feeling.